Wednesday, 23 October 2013

Right or Wrong...

Right or Wrong...
Passing by the road, day and night
Watchin u smile, spark in ur eyes
I wondered how could u face
All the miseries, with such grace

Stopped by one day, couldn't help but ask
How do u do such a herculian task
Besides you, you have no one
Dun u feel bad, alwayz facin da sun

Said she has no one, to complain
Smille in the face, hiding the pain
Dat day she got dat empty seat
My heart found a new reason to beat

My trembling boat had found a shore
It was a bit,I wanted no more
Found a reason to pay my debt
I'll give her a life, joy n respect

Called me dad, so soothing to hear
I woke up now, with full of cheer
We'd roam and roam, at places to be
She never got tired, not same fr me

While in the car, humming da songs
I din know, what did I do wrong
For I woke up in a white bed
Realised, we just faced near death

"Where is she?" I asked da nurse
"ICU", the word came, like a curse

 Trembling feet n shattered heart
I din want to make her life worse

Waited, prayed, cried in distress
Hoping for peace in this life's mess

 "Her body won't work,cuz her spine  broke,
She has had a paralytic stroke"

I cried a lot ,for nothing I could do
God does, what he wishes to do
You just can't help but u hv to face
The thing called life and its ways

She kept mum, refusing to accept
"Help me daddy!",suddenly she wept
So helpless I was, cursing the lord
For his cruelity was vast and broad

The endless misery,she wanted to end
"The life's doings are beyond my stand"
Bit her tongue, in all the frustation
Pounds of blood, mixed in the ocean

A smile in the face, body was numb
I said sorry, for what I've done
Happiness, I wanted for u, my child
I am alive, but dead from inside

I don't know,if i was right or wrong
Entering ur life, bringing this storm
I wish u would have let me known
I'deve hugged u tight n thnked u, my own
I'deve hugged u tight n thnked u, my own....... 

Will...

Walking all by myself, detached
surely,I can see, life's facade
alone, dejected, considered a thorn
whatever left,is broken and torn

They say, its certain, its the change
Why do I feel suffocated? strange,
I am running and running, tired,  broken
the gates, get shut,once which,were open

Smiles, around, still eyes embitter
masks, I see, I feel the jitter
I can sense , your damnable spirit
leeches, sucking, weakening, my espirit

I just desire ,silence,and solitude
enervated, distressed, by fellow,rude
Hey, who are you,why are u here?
You look alike,  are you my spare?

"I can help u, hold my hand ,
step up now, and take your stand,
none, have a right, to make our life hell
Stand up, face it, break your shell"

What is this feeling? soothing and mighty
liberated,  I feel, from this anxiety
broken my chains, I feel, enchanted
Zeal and fortitude, these you granted?

" I am your friend, your family, your wall
whenever u need me, give a hearty call,
I will stone your heart, fear no evil
Cuz i am there with u, name is Will.

Let go...

Let go...


They say, ur efforts will be in vain
why are you enduring so much pain
Its ubiquitous, the desert, it wont snow
its time, u should,so please let go

they say, your body, is just a vessel
there's no one inside, this rotten castle
they say, its certain, ur end, but slow
its time, u should,so please let go

they say, im crazy, it makes no sense
the story, u had, its just past tense
your voice, I heard, so long ago
they say its time, so please let go.

still, I can feel, the warmth of ur soul
I felt the diamond, they see,just coal
our bond's strength, theyll never know
thats why they say, please let go

The days ive waited, years ive put
in keeping you alive, to see u on foot
wish you were here, to see the kids grow
please, I dont want, to let you go

I think, its time, cannot hold on
maybe,its time, to live with this thorn
have to move on, with life's flow
Goodbye, my love, im letting u go.....